Why HOME matters in Magic?
As I grew my belief in magic waned. I felt like magic was not allowed so at a young (too young) age I stopped playing with my spirit friends and tried hard to be normal, to fit in. And that worked, for a while. I didn’t really notice what I was missing, but my normal of not being attuned to my magic did leave me feeling lonely and with a forever urge to reach for something I was missing. This feeling also became normal.
Do you crave a new way of being in the world and in your life lessons?
The year I turned twenty is when I returned to magic. I began to shuffle possibilities and gain insight with my first deck of tarot cards. It felt like I was coming home.
I continued to play and I explored further…Aromatherapy, Chinese Massage & Acupressure, Bush Flower Essences, Oracle Cards, Reiki, Hypnosis, Past Life Regression, Meditation, and working with Spirit Guides. Magic grounded me.
Is there a moment in your life where magic turned up to play with you?
My JOURNEY from BIG LIFE LOSS to BIG LIFE MAGIC.
In April of 2013 my son Sage died, one month shy of his eleventh birthday. There was no warning. In a magical moment that lives deep in the night, his soul took flight.
In the days and weeks following his death I felt ungrounded, yet deeply connected to the Divine. I was alive and not sure if I wanted to be. This was no suicide plot or thoughts of harm, this was the desire to be home with my son, in spirit. By day I would miss him and by night we would play together.
Not every night, but enough times to create a pattern, I would dream of being in heaven. Sage was there, and so were others. There was music, laughter, and games, and I felt connected, expansive and playful. The heaven of my dreams was exquisite and delightful.
One night while dreaming and dancing in my heaven, a friend came to visit. My friend Thomas appeared in the dream. I was delighted to see him and held out my hand to welcome him in. Thomas grabbed my hand and yanked me out of heaven. I woke with a thud.
The next day I searched, pondered, and wondered why. Why did I dream of being yanked away and out of heaven? It felt like there was a reason, and I was curious. The more I searched, the more it felt elusive.
That evening while relaxing by the fire, I let go, and what I had been seeking dropped in. I was told, “You cannot stay forever in the divine. Sage’s earth lessons are complete and yours continue. You are earthbound and that is where your lessons lie.”
I never dreamt of being in heaven again. Shortly after I sold my house, it was no longer home.
I wondered, could all the healing and spiritual practices I knew be enough to keep my head above the water line and crashing waves of grief?
I began to spend more time in nature and in meditation, and I traveled the globe seeking experiences and teachers that could help to guide my way back home, not my spiritual home, but my earthbound home where my spirit dwelled to learn, grow, and expand. I sought out the lessons.
It took some time, many twists in the plot, and lessons learned, to find my way home, to return to my earthbound magic. I used my magic key to unlock the transformation from my big life loss to my big life magic. I learned that LOVE is the leader, and MAGIC is my guide.
And, I learned we are not meant to do this journey alone.
Being with others helped me to tune back into myself and my magic
Being curious helped me to connect to my unique gifts
Being in the exploration of possibilities helped me to heal
My attunement to magic has been my teacher, friend, challenger, and counsellor.
My attunement and willingness to choose magic have created my own Big Life Magic.
THE BIG LIFE MAGIC MAKERS WELCOMES YOUR MAGIC
Big Life Magic Makers is your global virtual HOME.
Return HOME and find BELONGING, SAFETY, & PLAY and as magic will show you, you will be met in wondrous and miraculous ways.
Big Life Magic Makers is the community that believes we are ALL magical, a few of us have simply forgotten and are seeking our way back to play with the universe.
Big Life Magic Makers is created member by member with each bringing their curiosity, insight, and soul seeker desire to live a life tuned to magic.